Penceburan Diri untuk kedua kalinya
9:44 AM
Pyuh~
It's quite hard to start, but I will try my best.
I'm not new person for blogging world. Gue sudah menceburkan diri di dunia "ini" since I was in 9th grader. Junior High School, of course. Semacam kesenangan tersendiri could be part of our amazing net-world melalui dunia maya, I posted a lot of posts, with different topic, depended on my mood teenager swing.
"Abege empat belas tahun labil-bercerita banyak hal-tanpa menyadari hal itu akan membuat malu dirinya sendiri sekarang."
OH MAN.
Yep, maybe you understand what I feel. Ehem.
Now, I'm 19th years old, graduated from Senior High School last year, and I have been procrastinating my education to get college for almost a year due to little of meaningful reason. Because of it, gue punya banyak waktu luang untuk melakukan banyak hal, salah satunya membaca dokumen di blog gue satu persatu, dari awal, Oktober 2011.
Satu menit, sepuluh menit, 15 menit …
“What a shame was I doing here?!”
Gue seketika bisa melihat kembali kegabutan masa lalu, kegajelasan masa remaja, and some stories which not important and I kept to post it. It’s seems like you see your old photos which taken proudly in JHS or SHS when you’ve got into college or more than that. Tambahan untuk gue, di setiap foto itu diikuti oleh cerita yang gue tulis. Honestly, it’s not really fucking shame, I can assume that’s my precious old journey. Just let it flow and keep write. But, every single part of the world needs a change, so do my blog.
Pertama, di blog lama udah banyak banget curhatan. Come on, itu udah dari gue SMP, lima tahun yang lalu, gue udah menjalani beberapa fase perkembangan manusia zaman sekarang—alay, remaja, kemudian sok dewasa. Yep, sekarang gue di fase sok dewasa karena dibilang remaja udah nggak pantas lagi, I’ve passed SHS, dibilang dewasa juga belum pantes. Dengan segala perubahan itu gue merasa “tipe” curhatan gue akan berbeda, mungkin juga termasuk the way I write something.
Okay, I made my old blog when I was in last year of JHS. So, the stories when JHS just take a little part of my old blog, and you can say almost posts of my whole old blog is when I was in SHS. The point is it was three years ago. A lot of things have changed and some things have disappeared.
Contohnya, gue udah nggak tinggal di asrama lagi dengan segala peraturannya termasuk waktu pemakaian laptop So, curhatan-curhatan pendek yang terputus karena tiba-tiba bel pengumpulan laptop berbunyi nggak akan ada lagi nantinya. And under the post will not be,
"Eh, udah dulu ya. Nanti gue sambung lagi soalnya bel udah bunyi. Bubyee."
Other examples, I often told about Korean. Yeah, I’m kpopers until now, maybe, but not really “ers” (?). I’m still followers some accounts about them in instagram and I will download Kpop song if I like. Sometimes, I’m still doing little discussion with Aqila, one of my bestfriends, about K-pop. Si A released album, si B doing special stage, si C has new drama or si D has new souncloud. Tapi ya cuma sekedar gitu doang, heboh sebentar, teriak sebentar, clear. You can say it a temporary escape plan among our duties. But enough for an unreasonable ridiculous blue because one of members has out or one of members is rumoured has special relationship with other girls.
Gue cuma berfikir hidup gue sudah mulai serius sekarang, udah mau kuliah bro! #HAZEK. Soal Kpop beserta embel-embelnya memang seharusnya menjadi selingan aja, nggak usah ditanggapi serius. Lain ceritanya kalo nanti gue bekerja dibawah entertainment industry dan harus memperhatikan simpang siur gossip yang beredar di internet demi kemajuan perusahaan.
Inti dari semua ini adalah, gue butuh membuat blog membaru dan this is my new blog! YEY! BOOM!. Heboh sendiri.
Gue masih belum berencana apapun untuk blog ini, about content, language, schedule, or anything else. Terlebih buat template atau layout. Gue bener-bener nggak ngerti koding atau apapun itu. So, just let it flow (again). By the way, gue bakal mengepost beberapa cerita which has been selected from my old blog, untuk kesinambungan kehidupan gue disini. Last, I really hope I will not neglect this blog. Make it more useful and cheerful and meaningful not just writing something fool.
Panjang banget ya untuk intro postingan pertama? Yaudahlah, nggak apa-apa.
BYE!
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